retarded one.

i couldn't imagine on how much i wanted to wear spectacles when i was young. i did everything; like saying that i couldn't see clearly during the lesson, staring at the sun (soo es stupidos), & even cried just to own the specs. the person who worn that was considered as a stylish person. during that time. kenapalah aku lame sangat masa kecik2. -__-'' now that when i had this conversation with my dad and little sister, i somehow could feel that my sister felt the same way, like i did before. the feeling of being 'wow'-ed by friends when they see you with specs. the honest answer came from my dad; claiming that a person who wears specs is actually a disabled person- that most people don't see it. it is somehow a high fashion disability; where you can have your support at the malls instead of hospitals. you could choose whatever colour, or style that you want. not like the dull and boring wheelchair that comes in silver colour. no pink or purple colour with fine leather. no no no. the sense of being glorious when one wears specs fades in time. now that you're no more kids, you feel like cursing on hell that you aren't supposed to wear specs now. macam bila makan makanan panas then suddenly the wap covers the lens. like what the heck. sekarang bila pakai specs semua most people say that i look older with it. 

sedih kan. hm.

i'm waiting for brand new specs which i'll be receiving it next week. black frame.maybe look okay on me. maybe.but cursing on the power. increasing. see. that's why i hate to do the check up.

let's eat carrots for snacks from now on.