ups and downs of life

salam.

it's a blessed sunday. lots of events happened this week. not that it's a huge one, just small fractures of them that i could gain lessons from. i've just went tramping the day before. basically i don't fancy things that's related to nature; & reflecting back times in malaysia, how i hate jungle trekking that i could make tonnes of excuses just to not to join it.ughh. but how God knows. He can change your preference, your thoughts and whatsoever without you know it. way back in malaysia, i despised outdoor activity, saying that it's freaking hot & that i'll always being left behind. but not now. though i was left behind, it's the courage that keep me going. and that it's another challenge that you've to take. what's more you're a teacher in few years time. the same goes to the nawaitu of wearing something. maybe it's a life lesson that God knows that i've to notice. like for appearance. living overseas means that it's not that weird to perform your prayers everywhere (lack of praying places contributes to one of the factors). & it means that i've to be extra cautious when choosing attire to go out. until at this moment, attire that covers me until the knee should be the best. way back in malaysia, i just didn't care, or better still care less of what i'm wearing. yeah umm it's hard to resist the temptation of wanting new dresses but alhamdulillah, that feeling isn't much as to compared during the foundation years back in ipsah. sometimes i just feel a bit jealous, or maybe not jealous;it's undefined feeling when you see your friends bought stuffs every week. i've always have to console myself that y'know, they've got extra money, and you got nothing in your pocket.so have to have limitations in buying things.

oh.watched 3idiots. connecting to cliques. i don't know why i don't have it in large like the way i did in high school. sometimes can be a bit dissapointing that..umm..i don't know..maybe i can't share in massive. but syukran i've best companion since day one of foundation year. maybe we're not into the similar thoughts when you crack your jokes. we're just us. sisters. i don't know how people define their freedom of throwing up their voices in big scale. with dramas going on, i just don't like freaks. so yeah, that's why we stick into two. birthday bash, parties. i think that i'm cool enough if i weren't in their guest lists. coz i know, i don't have that 'crazy silly head' for people to see me and wayyy being known by them. 

life isn't a race. should've been supporting each other, making sure that no one's left behind, walk together to reach the end. that's how it should work. not by dumping each other to reach own goals.

happy weekend guys. don't forget your assignments when you're out!

=)

*caca marba sikit. ntah.selalu tulis benda2 yg takde motif -.-'