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salam.

Pemberian nikmat Allah kepada manusia yang melakukan maksiat dan kejahatan adalah pemberian yang tidak diredhaiNya. Itulah yang dipanggil istidraj. Dan dengan pemberian itulah manusia menjadi lalai dari mengingati Allah dan akhirnya menemui kehancuran. Nauzubillah. Moga kita menjadi orang yang sentiasa bersyukur.

                                                                                                         -diana,2011-    






A beautiful day alhamdulillah. Somehow we tend to do things with the sense of riak in our own self. I can never doubt that somehow I felt that way too. Astaghfirullah. But then, I always question myself whether the gift that Allah gave to me is for good. Like does it makes me feel more humble or being appreciative, or just growing another self applause that leads to default. I'm worried too, that this question always linger in my head; does Allah loves me? if He loves me, why He doesn't grant me any inconvenience or affliction? I don't want to be the one who kept doing sins without regret. I don't want to be in istidraj stage. Syukran, Allah heard what His slaves think and feel. Like for the grade for the EPSY test. I just couldn't help myself but feeling down for a while. But who knows, it's the better way for me to improve myself? or avoiding myself from having more riak?


Allah knows best.