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salam.

Pemberian nikmat Allah kepada manusia yang melakukan maksiat dan kejahatan adalah pemberian yang tidak diredhaiNya. Itulah yang dipanggil istidraj. Dan dengan pemberian itulah manusia menjadi lalai dari mengingati Allah dan akhirnya menemui kehancuran. Nauzubillah. Moga kita menjadi orang yang sentiasa bersyukur.

                                                                                                         -diana,2011-    






A beautiful day alhamdulillah. Somehow we tend to do things with the sense of riak in our own self. I can never doubt that somehow I felt that way too. Astaghfirullah. But then, I always question myself whether the gift that Allah gave to me is for good. Like does it makes me feel more humble or being appreciative, or just growing another self applause that leads to default. I'm worried too, that this question always linger in my head; does Allah loves me? if He loves me, why He doesn't grant me any inconvenience or affliction? I don't want to be the one who kept doing sins without regret. I don't want to be in istidraj stage. Syukran, Allah heard what His slaves think and feel. Like for the grade for the EPSY test. I just couldn't help myself but feeling down for a while. But who knows, it's the better way for me to improve myself? or avoiding myself from having more riak?


Allah knows best.

autumn in my heart

ukhuwwah fillah.

rotorua

2011

♥

2. favourite movie

i am hard when it comes to choose what's the best. ok let's see what's in the external disk. hmmm.. chick flicks, heavy dramas. ok i don't know what to choose. lets just pick a movie from the disk. ok.yeah. this one. 

uma thurman is hot.wuwuwuwwuwu; with the sword. this story's about assassin, revenge, child, and of course a gang. it's not a dark setting, but you'll feel it with the perfect choice of music scores. in a part it's mexican, then you're dragged into japanese feel, then back to adrenalin rush setting. it's obviously 18sg rating on the year that it was screened. & malaysia didn't screen it. pfft. nvm. but hey, i just wonder that at this moment, it seems that many movies are sooo overrated that they're still counted as 'U'? where's the common sense??? ok we're diverted from the topic.


um i like this movie. why? the storyline perhaps. great act thurman! this movie is split up into two parts due to its duration. can't be cut further as that's how the storyline goes. i lost the track to this movie, but yet, managed to find it back.yeay! 


i can picture the rush in my head, but please; not the black mumba. gosh yukksss.

challenge

since i don't have anything to update, completeing a challenge seems good. it's addy's qs.so yeah. you'll come across the answers soon!

Day 1 — Your favorite song

Day 2 — Your favorite movie

Day 3 – Your idea of the perfect first date.

Day 4 – Your favorite photograph of your best friend.

Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?

Day 6 – A song to match your mood.

Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

Day 8 – A picture of your favourite memory

Day 9 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day 10 – A photo of the item you last purchased.

Day 11 – 5 facts about you.

Day 12 – A photo of something that makes you happy.

Day 13 – A picture of your favourite band or artist

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why

Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like.

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.

Day 21 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently.

Day 23 – Your dream wedding.

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you.

Day 25 – Who are you?

Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go.

Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?

Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?

Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing.

Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 day

saje letak ;p

missy & the chocolate factory

 take one.

take two.

i reckon that i've being eating too much chocolates. & there's no sign to stop. blame the weather. and the ups and downs of emotions lately. life here is great. i'm pampering myself with foods when i'm free. but just plain rice and fried eggs when i'm busy. -_-  life is good when you don't have to think of conflicts around; or when you don't have to care for the groceries that you mum will do it for you. heish. y'know, before i came here, i've goal ,personally, that i wanted to find my long lost self passion. setting up for volunteer thing is a new experience. with the needs to break out from the circle. easter break is coming in a week from now. can't wait for jaulah with sisters. oh yeah. i'm joining usrah too.i mean in present.

i guess that being away from home really makes me think of life. it's only april that i've started worrying about searching for house for summer stay. or even with the job search. really crack your head. and right now i'm worried about the stuff that i should've received in 2 weeks time. starting to freak out how to trace the courier. good. at least i've developed the sense of responsibility towards other people's stuff more. -.- 

you know what; i used to have this effing high spirit to do works (assignments) earlier. it turned out that things are just the same like in kedah. where i used to burn the midnight oil and feel sleepy during the lecture.

like just now. & umm. instead of having this belief that buying the larger choc bar means that you can stock it up for longer time, it's just won't work for me. i'm eating it like there's no tomorrow. 

dangerous habit.

secret talk

from usrah:

"tahu tak al-Quran boleh bercakap dengan kita? macam berdialog. selalu je orang cakap al-Quran tu penenang jiwa. contohnya bila kita sedih ke, rasa tak tenang ke, baca al-Quran. tapi macam mana? satu cara adalah dengan bertawakal kepada Allah, dengan rasa rendah diri. lepastu bukak je mana-mana page al-Quran.insyaAllah ia akan menjawab persoalan hati kita untuk merasa lebih tenang. kena betul2 tawakal. insyaAllah kita akan rasa al-Quran tu bercakap dengan kita. betapa al-Quran tu satu penawar dan panduan dalam hidup."

should try someday. thanks kakak. =)

ups and downs of life

salam.

it's a blessed sunday. lots of events happened this week. not that it's a huge one, just small fractures of them that i could gain lessons from. i've just went tramping the day before. basically i don't fancy things that's related to nature; & reflecting back times in malaysia, how i hate jungle trekking that i could make tonnes of excuses just to not to join it.ughh. but how God knows. He can change your preference, your thoughts and whatsoever without you know it. way back in malaysia, i despised outdoor activity, saying that it's freaking hot & that i'll always being left behind. but not now. though i was left behind, it's the courage that keep me going. and that it's another challenge that you've to take. what's more you're a teacher in few years time. the same goes to the nawaitu of wearing something. maybe it's a life lesson that God knows that i've to notice. like for appearance. living overseas means that it's not that weird to perform your prayers everywhere (lack of praying places contributes to one of the factors). & it means that i've to be extra cautious when choosing attire to go out. until at this moment, attire that covers me until the knee should be the best. way back in malaysia, i just didn't care, or better still care less of what i'm wearing. yeah umm it's hard to resist the temptation of wanting new dresses but alhamdulillah, that feeling isn't much as to compared during the foundation years back in ipsah. sometimes i just feel a bit jealous, or maybe not jealous;it's undefined feeling when you see your friends bought stuffs every week. i've always have to console myself that y'know, they've got extra money, and you got nothing in your pocket.so have to have limitations in buying things.

oh.watched 3idiots. connecting to cliques. i don't know why i don't have it in large like the way i did in high school. sometimes can be a bit dissapointing that..umm..i don't know..maybe i can't share in massive. but syukran i've best companion since day one of foundation year. maybe we're not into the similar thoughts when you crack your jokes. we're just us. sisters. i don't know how people define their freedom of throwing up their voices in big scale. with dramas going on, i just don't like freaks. so yeah, that's why we stick into two. birthday bash, parties. i think that i'm cool enough if i weren't in their guest lists. coz i know, i don't have that 'crazy silly head' for people to see me and wayyy being known by them. 

life isn't a race. should've been supporting each other, making sure that no one's left behind, walk together to reach the end. that's how it should work. not by dumping each other to reach own goals.

happy weekend guys. don't forget your assignments when you're out!

=)

*caca marba sikit. ntah.selalu tulis benda2 yg takde motif -.-'