the middle earth sisterhood

salam alayk,

i guess this would be the short post. alhamdulillah, we've had a sister's night. it was awesome subhanallah. Malam Apresiasi Cinta Kita. hm. catchy yet meaningful. a deep touch in everyone's heart. jazakunallahu khayr sisters for the countless effort and love. great food, great people & insyaAllah amazing ukhuwwah. i guess it's a bit sad for me to leave wellington in 3 weeks time. i'll miss the moments, the place that i used to think back of what i want to do in my life. the people, the touch, the environment. the tarbiyyah itself.. long pause. back to reality soon. may Allah ease everything. may whatever happens next would be a great hikmah to myself. may all these sacrifices worth well to jannah. may we meet in every rabitah supplication, and forever in jannah. lovee.

paradise- Maher Zain

eidul adha this year

Pengorbanan bukanlah sekadar dari tumbangnya lembu, kambing sahaja..
tapi pengorbanan dalam meninggalkan karat-karat jahiliyah juga perlu..
perngorbanan jiwa dalam melawan hawa nafsu dll

(kak iman's)

assignment booster

aired live from kelburn parade

while doing assignment 

Education policy: education, social and environmental justice

Allah sent these sweet akhawats

to us

jazakillahu khayr sisters

for the soul & body booster

hewhew

love love bertebaran

~weeee

^^

ini jalanku

tafsiran akal atau hati.
penat. lelah.
kau kira kan usaha yang tak sudah.

berdiri.
menongkah arus biarpun sendiri.
kau fikir tentang apa yang ada di hati.
pernah kau fikir apa yang terjadi
di kelilingmu?

kau fikir arus itu hanya hasutan nafsu.
sinis.
dan terus menongkah laju.
namun.
satu persatu asakan singgah di kalbu.
kau berpaling.
dan terdetik.
apakah itu jalan yang kau pilih?

jika benar itu jalannya
mengapa ada yang lebih bahagia?
jika benar itu jalannya
mengapa masih terasa sesak di dada?
tersekat. menggumam.

sadarkah engkau akan asakan tanda
dari pelosok arah matamu?
sadarkah engkau akan nikmat ditarik
dari masa silammu?
dan engkau masih lagi mampu mendongak
riyak berkata ini jalannya?

sadarlah hati..
mungkin ini yang terbaik buatmu..
dunia ini memerlukan semangat juangmu.
tepis kemahuan itu.
kerana yang Maha Besar lebih mengenalimu.

Quest for Meaning

"why you feel scared of them?

some people are scared of other religion, because they themselves don't know who they are.
it doesn't mean that you have to believe, but to know why you don't believe (of other religion), why you don't accept, why this no longer you, you need to know.

freedom.

you think you're free but there is always limitations of life where you have to eat, sleep and so on. you start to think of what's the meaning of your freedom? 
you never experience freedom without getting the sense of what discipline is. you learn to free yourself from your ego. because without discipline, the ego is the first jail of yourself.

master your emotions, or else you're going to be trapped by it.
suspend your judgment. apply more of your educational empathy to understand the reason why others are doing something.
love more & judge less."

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inspiring speech by prof tariq ramadan.
let's come back to the root of our questions.
or shall i say mine;
why is your ego is hard to be dealt with? 
seeking for the answer still.