this entry isn't about study. or life in nz. just an emotional driven writing.
i know that this is lame but i can be a serious stalker. y'know at one point it's just for fun but then.. affection tags along. reading about how people tells about their life, travelling, emotions that i could portray in mind. this stalking gets weirder when it's like someone who's like you, writing their experiences back then. and how could i being so judgmental that thinking she is pampering herself, writing out loud and knows nothing but money and herself. how could i be so judgmental that she actually travelled this journey with better thoughts than me. she writes something that inspires her. i write craps most of the time. swallow back your words, azean. you're just too fragile to not notice how bright your life is when you're not comparing it to others. i know i shouldn't judge people. why is this so hard for me to bear... it's depressing to know how this similarity keeps lingering in my mind. and those people, those places that reminds me of it. how could these all be the same. how could these people are interconnected with each other. how could we have the same passion. how could this feeling always stays the same...
o Lord.....
Ramai orang dengan tak sedar memilih untuk sedih, derita, stress, boring & dibenci org lain. Orang yang bijak memilih untuk bahagia dengan banyak berdoa, yakin yang Allah Maha Pengasih & beri kita yang terbaik, redha dengan setiap yang berlaku, cari hikmah dalam semua hal, banyak senyum, bantu orang, belanja orang, maafkan orang, pakai minyak wangi, solat taubat, istighfar, tengok kartun, syukur dengan apa yang di depan mata, buat kebaikan, nasihatkan orang, dsbnya. Orang bahagia insya Allah sihat, orang sayang, mudah buat keputusan, berjaya dalam pelajaran/ kerjaya,hidup berkat, tinggalkan legasi hebat & Allah redha. Wassalam '' - Dr.Fadzilah-
I'm gonna do that.
Aku hanya mahu menjadi hamba yang bahagia keranaNya..
;')
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