too weak to say farewell

too weak to let go
~

muchos gracias

sushi b for dinner

jzkk sister

syg awak

teehehe

♥

tide is high

iman has tide. ups and downs. i don't know what should i be worried of. i know i should worry about myself. but i worry about people too. i want them to understand what i understand. i want them to feel what i feel. i really really wish for that. i know that somehow i did sins that worse than people whom i know. forgive me.. i miss being in that circle. i want something to remind myself. i don't want to take things for granted. maybe it's too early to think such way for now. but i can foresee the future if this continues to happen.

saya hanya mampu untuk berdoa dan redha.




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a trainee's view

at least 2 times in a week

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dreadful

i was like kind of busy, no no making myself busy for reasons that i'm not quite sure. no more lazy weekends, dozing off extra hours. only now that it's a regret for things that i never thought to be cherished. still, sharing problems with Him and His love letter. at some points, i'm just worried that i just thinking about duniawi than hereafter. i miss adik beradik usrah. i need charges. but.. with those timetables, it's just making me sad to even look after myself. a struggle to find sweet own time. free time equals to bed. and that's it. i'm hoping that all of these are worth the sacrifice.


shouldn't have writing on blog eh? mental blockage during the writing of ALIN 202 assignments.
speed up the time. or rewind it. memang ungrateful. kan?

guilty pleasure

technically everyone's broke at this moment. including me. but um yeah. food. i resist to buy some fancy ones for about some times. and that i just couldn't control the drooling to get this sushis at town. guilty pleasure. that makes me happy. i want  moreeee~


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I JUST NEED SOME STRENGTHS TO CARRY ON. SO TENSE RIGHT NOW. I DON'T WANT TO TRAVEL BACK TO PAST. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO IMPROVE, WHOM TO ASK. I JUST DON'T HAVE ANY CLUE. GOD, FEELS LIKE IT'S THE HARDEST ONE.

='(

breakfast for today

lontong & kuah kacang
leftovers are a lot!
plus that we just did open house yesterday, everyone's tired & off to bed early
alhamdulillah there's still plenty of food.
though this is the first time that i celebrate eid without family, it's just feel like home
got two open house invitations today
alhamdulillah again


happy eid mubarak to all muslims in the world
let's pray for our brothers & sisters in palestine, somalia & other regions who are less fortunate