it's sunday afternoon. just ended conversation with family through skype. it's a nice thing to do during weekend, seeing your home & the breakfast that you miss. talked with your sisters & laugh for silly things. we shared stories;what happened back at home. poor me lil sis kept on saying to dad that i'm broke and can't afford to buy myself nice lunch; though it's nearly indeed true. well maybe because we didn't go to sunday market & PAK n Save to restock our groceries. weekend should be fun isn't it? yeah in a way.. but i just lock myself in the room, staring at the laptop screen for hours. i did my eating and sleeping within this four walls of the room. pathetic. like a loser who just experienced heart-break. well that's life.
another story.
i feel unsure for what had happened to me. you know when you're scared of something, and that some people around you experience it? you've just visualize it in your mind but with god's permission, other people verbalize it. in a way, you're being skeptical. you don't want the same thing to happen to you. you've seen it so many times that you could feel the pain. tell me how on earth would you avoid that? instant healing: sleep. great. it's the least i could do. and waking up the next day still thinking about that? yup. how sad human is. sadder when you're ruining other people's life.
lessons for today:
money doesn't guarantee happiness
old flame could be sparked again
carilah redha Allah dahulu;nescaya redha manusia itu akan ada
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