i just feel like crying when i miss people. eh no. really cry. missing family so much that i need to put more strength for upcoming exam. haish. can sense the mood is falling down. to the very bottom. spiritual heal needed very soon. i just want to go through this exam. and that's it. btw. dear job, please be nice to me. or i just end up wishing everything goes well before i go to sleep. and that's just adding up my sorrow.
i don't know what i want right now. there's travelling plan coming up. but.... yeah. not that excited. let's see how am i feeling after the exam.