I know i should avoid escapism.
By now....




:'(

“Apabila kita mencari sudut baik dalam jiwa manusia kita akan dapati di sana kebaikan yang banyak barangkali mata tidak dapat melihatnya pada awal pandangan.

Sesungguhnya kejahatan itu bukanlah sesuatu yang mendalam di jiwa insan sehingga ke peringkat kita bayangkan kadang-kala. Ia hanyalah kulit keras luaran yang manusia gunakannya menghadapi kehidupan demi untuk bertahan. Apabila mereka beriman maka tersingkaplah kulit keras luaran itu, zahirlah buah manis yang menyelerakan...buah manis ini hanya tersingkap kepada sesiapa yang mampu menjadikan manusia merasa aman di sisinya...dengan keyakinan terhadap kasihnya...dengan simpati yang hakiki atas masalah, kesakitan, kesilapan dan kebodohan mereka...dengan sedikit berlapang dada pada peringkat awal menjamin untuk merealisasikan itu semua. Ia lebih pantas dari sangkaan kebanyakan orang.”

-Afrah al-Ruh by Sayyid Qutb, read by Dr. MAZA-

those days. another self tarbiyyah

somehow all we just want is to lodge complaints and see no beyond. being at the other side of the people was indeed one of the biggest tarbiyyah that i learnt for myself.

" be patient. take responsibility."

the words that should've been taken beyond what eyes could see.


O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient.

[al-Baqarah, 2:153]

pada awan itu

Manusia menanti awan berkalimah Allah untuk hidayah,
sedangkan hidayah sudah tersedia wujud pada awan yang tidak berkalimah.



-hilal asyraf-

should we ask for the impossible?

we always heard about Prophet Zakaria asking Allah to grant him child. with his age and his wife's barren condition, having child was the least possible thing to happen. he did ask although he knew that was impossible to happen. indeed Allah is the ar-Rahman ar-Raheem

did we even thought that any of our supplication could happen in no time? like asking for cancerous patient to be healthy again. 

do we really pull our heart out, leaving the highest faith to Allah in our supplication?
do we sometimes think that our supplications are one plain stupid and impossible?
do we still ask Allah for things that we doubt to happen?



never stop your prayer.
with Him granting child for Prophet Zakaria, why can't we have that level of faith to Allah?
why we still doubt?


:'(



so, yeah.
we can ask for the impossibles.
time will tell.