retarded one.

i couldn't imagine on how much i wanted to wear spectacles when i was young. i did everything; like saying that i couldn't see clearly during the lesson, staring at the sun (soo es stupidos), & even cried just to own the specs. the person who worn that was considered as a stylish person. during that time. kenapalah aku lame sangat masa kecik2. -__-'' now that when i had this conversation with my dad and little sister, i somehow could feel that my sister felt the same way, like i did before. the feeling of being 'wow'-ed by friends when they see you with specs. the honest answer came from my dad; claiming that a person who wears specs is actually a disabled person- that most people don't see it. it is somehow a high fashion disability; where you can have your support at the malls instead of hospitals. you could choose whatever colour, or style that you want. not like the dull and boring wheelchair that comes in silver colour. no pink or purple colour with fine leather. no no no. the sense of being glorious when one wears specs fades in time. now that you're no more kids, you feel like cursing on hell that you aren't supposed to wear specs now. macam bila makan makanan panas then suddenly the wap covers the lens. like what the heck. sekarang bila pakai specs semua most people say that i look older with it. 

sedih kan. hm.

i'm waiting for brand new specs which i'll be receiving it next week. black frame.maybe look okay on me. maybe.but cursing on the power. increasing. see. that's why i hate to do the check up.

let's eat carrots for snacks from now on.

a good bridesmaid guide perhaps?

conversation....

sister : eh kau jadilah pengapit masa wedding kak bibah.

me : kenapa tak suruh along jek?

sister : along taknak.

me : dah kenapa?

sister : dia cakap dia pendek. pengapit kena tinggi baru cantik.

me : what the fish u talking?? hahaha.

i mean like seriously who put up the criteria for being bridesmaid? anyone can be kan. sepatutnya. and that my sisters just came out with their theory; saying that a bridesmaid should be tall, is hilarious. wedding is about the bride's day. not you bridesmaid. hahaha. unless the bridesmaid tries to steal the limelight, with a hope that someone would notice her. and then they got married happily the next year. ok sounds like fairytale. or cliche. but i can't stop imagining silly things like that.  bahahaha.

how does it feel to be a bridesmaid? i never been in that shoe. for a life. tapi macam best je kan. kan kan?

Malas.

i don't have any plan for this week. or next week. nak update blog pun macam takde cerita. & i am darn lazy to take photos on whatever event in this house. or outside the house. salah satu sebab kenapa blog ni takde banyak gambar. maybe i should pick up on small small things that can be interesting and fun to be read by you. and that's the problem. i look upon things with just one eye only; half-heartedly. so where is my passion for writing? where? hm.

now that home is a lavish place for food, i just have to think of what to eat. rather than when to eat. suddenly miss sambal kentang at maktab. oh cuma rindu makanan dan orang saja. dan bilik b217. 

of course bukan the rules and pak guard. hesh2. 

semoga ayah cepat sembuh & balik rumah cepat. amin..

finally!

after much sweats and traveling to few shops *ceyhceyh* i finally managed to own a celcom number! hahahaha. ok memang lame sangat. i switched bought the number due to some friends yang xpenah2 nak stop tanye eh kau ni xde num celcom ke; eyh mahal lah nak col maxis; or apesal kau pakai maxis ni kan dah ramai pakai celcom. ok fine. i finally got the message. with the hope that i would get the pretty number, i went to celcom centre. first time masuk mcm excited jek sebab xpnah pegi centre dekat jb jek. hahahaha *dush* when my turn was up, i just handed in the form (dalam hati bagilah number santek2 ok). but but but but....... the celcom guy told me that only 1 number left for UOX. the rest is SOX. dia tanya nak pergi cari number lain tak. azean cakap eh takpe cik saya dah malas nak pergi jelajah cari number; last2 nanti diorang suruh pergi celcom centre jugak. ok dah senyum saje. grab je that number lepastu balik.

incident of the day; i went to jusco right after the celcom centre. with my sis & her friend. & we're like some dead moving traffic lights walking in straight line, making way to baskin robbin. red yellow green. lol~ 

number tak lawa. macam tuan dia. ;p (sape cakap ni? sape?) T__T

oh oh the package comes with brand new samsung hp, borrowed from dad. sorilah ye you alls aku xreti lagi, or pro lagi gune hp samsung. even tak macam blackeberry, or maybe sebab tak macam tu kot- aku tak jumpe pun smiley ikon. ke memang takde? tsk tsk. there goes the text looks dull with no expression -__-''' sekarang kena buat smiley dengan manual.

i'm going to terminate my maxis number soon. or ignore it until it is self-expired. so buzz me girls & i'll let you know my celcom number. tq!

new ride

26 Muharram 1432 Hijrah

01/01/11

the date is pretty.

i reckon that there are. or were soo many things that i had listed for last year.it happened only yesterday that the 'last year' had just met the end. i'm still thinking of what i expect for this year. memang xproactive langsung -___- the first day of 2011 is welcomed by the flu. and i just hate it how i can barely able to breath. ughh. xpe xpe. 2011 means that i'm turning 21. that people might say that it's the year of freedom. freed from your parents. yeah umm i like the idea. but at the same time i'm just afraid to discover the world without being soo dependent to my parents. but but that'll be fine. we should start the new year with positive spirit! embark the journey with confident! hahaha. oh btw helo new zealand & bye bye malaysia soon.

there's too many lists on my mind. & some of them are personal that i don't want to expose it. nanti xjadi buat malu jek.kikikiki ;p

 may joy & laughter spread throughout the year

may toughness stay still in the heart

may ukhuwah is stronger with no boundaries

happy new year everyone!